is this thing on. yes. it's alwasysss on. it's alwasyssssysys on. it's never not been on. testing, testing, in any case. it's still on, isn't it? yes, i think we're good.
hi. you've made it to the bottom. you're not supposed to be here, but as long as you're already here, you might as well stay and take in the surroundings. check it out. there's a lot of stuff to read. you can try to read all of it, but i don't recommmend it. it's more just like.... more uhhhh.... yeah, more to just like.... give you a sense of, like.... the ummm..... yeah. the scope, i guess. the scale. something like that
don't expect everything to be in here. i do have to keep some secrets.
America, United States of: 111, 250pm, deserve, iceberg, libout, nervous, shot, war, whitecollarboy
Bacteria: almost, antihistamine, loosening, roof, virulence
Buddhism: 111, bitch, dobetter, effusion, goldfish, hammock, love, lunch, meditation, music, panic, recurse, samsara, shot, suffering, upshot, week1–13, well-shit
Bugs: 454, adapting, antenna, ants, anxiety, bud, cricket, hammock, hibernation, intervene, mosquito, onrescuingbugsfrompools, roof, sober, sunburn, trophallaxis, weakened, well-shit
Capitalism: 902, abundance, amboss, andanotherthing, anti, dobetter, doubt, eleveneleven, halfmast, interstate, jail, jayohbee, professionalism, thesun
Consciousness: afterhours, almost, dumber, firetruck, more, neuron, realeyes, retire, scaries
Dating: beginagain, bruise, hword, love, music, tinder
Days: 225, 226, 227, 31, 32, 34, 35, 37, 39, 310, 312, caterpillar, cold, float, history, newday, pump, x
Death: 100*, bitch, boomerang, gorgeous, microdose, refuse, riverside, shot, themortifyingordealofbeingknown
Decolonization: 111, allergy, beginagain, brainwash, church, culture, deserve, hpi, killjoy, nervous, pokemonxd, supercolony
Dimensions: almost, mornington, wretched
Dissociation: 111, 903, infected, misstep, riverside, spinning2
Dreams: 9to6, almost, baby, betweener, carma, corn, dream, loosening, metaphor, otherside, professionalism, scaries
Fanon, Frantz: 902, beat, boomerang, culture, muck, music, pokemonxd, wiz
Friendship: 250pm, 902, almost, anxiety, gorgeous, mountain, pokemon, regrets, retire, sober
Gaming: 86, adapting, antihistamine, charmander, cubone, dobetter, pokemon, psyduck, superorganism
Grief: 111, john, riverside, youknowhowitis
LGBTQ: 250pm, almost, andanotherthing, assimilate, biphobia, bitch, deadgirl, everlasting, faggonometry, gayer, love, otherside, peerpressure, problem, samsara, surf, surrogate
Literature: brothersk, butcherscrossing, flesh, ishmael, source
Medicine: 140pm, 250pm, 86, 902, aaa, afib, afterhours, amboss, aorticinsufficiency, aorticstenosis, assimilate, baby, bitch, bootstraps, brugada, circumcise, daa, dayfourteen, decemberthirtyfirst, dream, effusion, ennui, evaluations, finale, fslur, graduation, hpi, hword2, idle, impermanence, kiss, libout, lovable, mi, mission, mornington, muck, music, new, nicetomeetyou, panic, penultime, peptides, posttaskclarity, purr, reeling, reflect, refuse, regrets, retire, riverside, sixteen, source, steptoit, teaclock, weakened, whyhospitalsareoptional
Metacognition: postliterate
Morality: 86, goldfish, intervene
Music: beginagain, bethecowboy, corpse, cuntissimo, halfmast, lovable, love, men, music, opalite, playlists, reeling, riverside, time, virulence, wethair, white
Nature: 111, 250pm, commute, cricket, cubone, espresso, hammock, interstate, leech, neon, outside, rise, riverside, shot, sixteen, source, stop, sunset
Nondualism: baudrillard, corpse, cricket, ecstasy, iceberg, interstate, lovable, moretosay, nothing, recurse
People: afterhours, dayone, encounter, learning, library, lovable, mango, more, mornington, music, neon, neuron, new, nicetomeetyou, panic, passiveaggressive, posttaskclarity, preemie, pretty, prosody, purr, reeling, refuse, retard, retire, sike, sixteen, sober, summoned, superstition, teaclock, today, touchdown
Predreams: adapting, ahab, allergy, bedtime, cosmonauts, cuck, forever, horseprotest, imgay, multitudes, neon, rain, rudolph, toothbrush, yeah
Quantum Mechanics: retire, schrodinger, waveform
Religion: almost, chains, church, ecstasy, kiss, laterz, mercy*, moretosay, preoccupied, source
Special: anta, fiction, shelf, moodbored, sand, scroll
Theater: direction (1–3)
Time: 86, 902, almost, better, neuron, nicetomeetyou, nonlinear, otherside, pokemon, sliver, sober, sunset, time, twentyseven, upshot, virulence, youth
Travel: 20pln, anticipation, anticipation2, cleveland, cubone, dayone, dunsinane, fly, hellscape, interstate, killjoy, love, sober, supercolony, tinquietepas
TV: almost, antihistamine, decay, neon, realeyes, sixteen, telescope
* = new
updated 19 october 2026