Llllllllllistennnnn to musicccc it's so fun you know you wanna listen to some tunes

I right now am having a moment of silence after a day that was like historically packed

As in it was historic how packed the day was

all kinds of odds and ends scattered throughout

like an encounter on the sidewalk with h--- h---- that was truly just warm and pleasant and easily easily easily the best ocnversation and perhaps only real conversation i’ve ever had with the girlypop like wait that was truly just a great and pleasant conversation. We talked about how i didnt apply and she was supportive and shit and she was like i have greying hairs and i’m in the musical and you’re coming right

And then at the end of the day when v---- was about to run the list i said wait i have a meeting at four is it okay if i go and everyone was like omg --- yes you should leave and v---- was like 'do you have any info on your patients' and i just said 'i messaged gi asking for an earlier appointment for the baby' and then i went into the on call room and t--- was there, and i was like 't---, stay strong for this twenty-four hour shift' and she was like 'you know how they say everyone is fighting a battle you can't see, well i am the opposite, everyone can see my battle becuase i talk about it constantly.' And i was like and 'that is a strength likeeeeeee this shit is a team sport' and she was like 'omg you’re so right' and i was like 'literallyyyyyy'

So right now overall i’m feeling so fucking part of the world and like slowly or maybe even quickly reintegrating into the colelctive unconscious

today i'mmmmmmmmmmmm feeling the love from the universe and the people in it, i feel as though i really am the universe falling in love with itself over and over like wait there is something truly mysterious and downright magical and exhilarating in making other people happy

I like that i’m living a decision that makes people genuinely shocked and breaking out fully fully from the script and allows me to feel like i really am an independent thinker and person like yas we’re doing this shit and we’re breaking down delusions for other people in real time like no you don’t have to be a doctor just becuase you went to med school lol that’s what nobody talks about and the future liberals don’t wanttttt they want everyone on their train tracks like in donkey kong game when you’re in that cart and it’s in two dimensions

Not only is the cart and tracks itself basically fundamentally a two dimensional thing just in general, as in there are really only two directions you could go, forward and backward, which applies also to the medical track, and that’s part of the illusion i’m breaking for people here, like there are way more directions than just forward and back and actually those directions are not different from any other and also not different from anything else

It’s all coming together in such a way

I see a toucan and i see them as these wise fundeamentallly wise creatures of pure majesty and i would love to see one in real life but honestly the image i have in my mind is good enough for me and it’s so good in fact that maybe we can end things here

You and the toucan together at last