mannnnnn life is really so beautiful isn’t it? like it’s actually really seriously incredibly beautiful. i can’t believe it for real. i literally for realsies just can’t even believe it. portal like meeting brandon of barndoors holy shit dude that shit is epic as fuck. like wow you reallly can meet people from the internet in real life and you go from oomfs to irls just like that and all of a sudden this person who you knew so much about.... but then it’s like how much do we really know about each other when all we see of each other is uhhh words? words and beliefs, and code, what does that all mean? does it amount to anything? does it amount to a real sense of self? like, can i honestly say that i really knew the guy before i actually met him? these are the questions. to be known do i know him any more now that i’ve seen him in real life and heard his laugh and everything else? but then what does it actually mean to know someone? you can find people on the internet and you can create bonds with them and you can actually translate those bonds to the real world, and then you can do all the things that you can do when you know someone in the real world. this life i’m living is so random.... it’s entirely random... entirely random. it’s entirely random!!!! like wait what are we even doing? it’s a continuous series of what the hell sure... but some of the decisions are really well thought out and sat upon for a long time and we think about them and we just like... n▒▒▒ just asked siri what the weather is tonight, and she’s answering an in an australian accent. man i’m really grateful right now, and what i’m grateful for in this moment is new friends that i’ve made over the past year. THIS is the life worth living. like thankkkk gododddddbro..... thank GOD1!!!! we’re so fucking back i’m loving it ....... i love it.... i LOVE IT!!!!