Uhhhhhhhh yeah the telescope episode of bojack. How did we used to be so close and now we’re so far....

Sneezes always come at times when some truth is being accessed. And so being around allergic substances means the truth is going to come to you more and more, the truth probably ultimately circling back to suffering....... suffering, though, just being a sort of limit, some other thing.

Suffering not being the most fundamental thing, but suffering only repesrsenting something about something more fundamental, something about limits, something about thresholds, something about things happening in life, changes being made... you know, something that simple, something that elemental.

I feel like my energy is shifting out of wack for real. all is not well in my psyche I can just tell right now. Things are nottttt..... things are not you know like happy perfect raindbow sunshine up there. I mean yeah they kinda are but they also kinda aren't. Everything just sorta feels like business as usual when what I want is something to really seriously change.

pride Identity is always a prison.

I know I don’t like looking at the screen but then times like this come where I want to stay up late for no reason and I’m like well the one way to do that would be to look at the screen, or to look at the screen of a page of a book... neither of which I want to do at all frankly, at all.

There’s nothing to worry about now. Just gonna eat this clementine.