I’m here in this new old environment of [redacted]
It’s almost offensive to be back in this jail cell after my month of rest and relaxation
Like this thing is actually a prison and i’ll be one of its last inahbitants before they tear it down or whatever they’re planning on doing with it
• Just big and greedy honestly taking all that money from kids and not knowing what to do with it so you add [redacted] to your gentrification trail, the place that was once a sacred line in the sand you’re literally just further encroaching on the territory of the people who were here way before you like holy shit dude it’s fucked up i actually hate it like gotdamn what are we doing here let’s get fucking real
• Need to get face tats or some other emblem of my edginess slash part of the revolution thing like a tear tattoo to show that i’ve killed someone honestly why not or at least a more weird hairstyle i’ve been trying to make it messier but it hasn’t been working
• What matters is this test tomorrow it’s time to lock in like amateur hour is over it’s time for me to prove once and for all that im done with [redacted] and competent enough to pass their stupid little perverse exams with the actors that i’m sure they’re paying both too much and too little ugh this world sucks so bad i can’t wait to conscientiously object from it as soon as tomorrow fucking ends LIKE IT’S OVERRRRRR IN 24 HOURS I COULD BE FUCKING BLACKED THE FUCK OUT THAT SEEMS LIKE SUCH A NICE IDEA BROOOOOOOO LIKE END THIS ERA OF MISERY PLEASE I’M SO SICK OF IT
• It’s gonna be a movie once it’s all fucking over i actually can’t wait
• Wow every moment from now on is just going to be a joyous one
• It all started right now and right now like it’s fully under way bitch we’re fucking alive! Like this shit is the annals of history. We are out here in wyoming!
• The ambient sounds of [redacted] fucking insane like why is this fucking pipe playing blast beats rn it just went into fucking double time jesus chrsist that needs to have been sampled please tell me somebody clipped that
• TIN TIN TIN TINTINTINTITN TINTINT ITNITN TINTINT TIN has now slowed back down to a TIN……………………. TIN………….. And now full silence, oh nope another one. But never like those blast beasts, my god. So distracing all of it. You gotta learn how to tune out a lot of bullshit down here
• if you can make it here you can make it anywhere and a lot of these ppl are so fucking stupid they have no basis for understanding what making it even looks like
• they’re trying to get tiktok famous or something really easy and retarded and it’s not even working
• it’s ultimately at the end of the day just another system that we’re able to use to keep the down people down and make ourselves feel better about being terrible people. a bubble of extremely contrived settings and individuals.