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sorry god

im sorry for not brushing my teeth but I’m really in the business of letting myself do straight up what I want to do in that moment and just then I really wanted to go to bed. I felt my body asking me nicely for it, and now I’m granting it. It feels good to listen to yourself for real brush It genuinely feeels goood like listening to yourself bro I’m so serious it feels amazing to listen to your goddamn self I’m listening and finding a lot fo inherent meaning in life that just....... is incredible to me. It’s just simply incredible and iiii feel really good about it. This is just what we’re doing now it’s how we’re approaching things and stuff in the world and all that. In the world and stuff we are approaching. I consider █████ ████. I consider all the things I’ve had to redact from the record, and how the record is now redacted. The record has been redacted. I write things down. I write things down. I write things down. I just write things down. Iiiii just write things down I just write them down ii I just werite them down I I I I write this down I am losing coherence and fast But I must hold similarly fast to the spirit of writing I have never been quite in here, wouh what is this place, house of leaves, etc. I see not god winking at me but some kind of mousysy tihhiriyy oohjjf a a akkd sfleifie sfl a f owof o fo. O ojoj ofo jof f f ff f f jiff ij fifiiijf fj I f ij f iffaiith withoour or ennnne thanks to you now I get what I want since u been gone You had your chance you blew it out of sight out of mind shut your mouth I just can't take it again and againa dn again and again You can alwayyys drink guoooooooooooojoojjjjjjjj investigaytions happening everywhere people get out liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiteral magnifying glasses and take to the skies and the streets to find all the gay people in Chicago or wherever we are, rounding them up, and using them as some fabulous cattle they just pierce their ears with whatever number they are now and they put the cows in drag and then they FUCK them. Thouth fwowk , just bo yaeh, iawa oitin aois I can't find the keys at all im so out of it bro im imagining some witchy young woman reaching out, she’s harper wizard esque and extending a joint to someone You scrunched up your face while agreeing with me Sometimes I feel like everyone is watching mmmmmmmmme or maybe it's just me watching myself I don’t think they're watching me that closely Anyway sometimes I watch myself so closely that I’m evaluating what I’m doing right then in the moment don't you ever do that, where you're there but you're not really there? That's a big one that I experience. I can sometimes just like straight up I’ll dissociate and then be like oh waittttttttttttttttttttt oh wait Spongebob sailor moon but he’s more of a traditional western masculine sailor with uaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bandana around his head in that chic way that gays started doing recently and already have probably stopped that trend it’s already likely past the point of being cool So I’m going to go on a quest to discover the new cooool. The new coooool, the birth of the cool, the second coming of the coooool, the new cooooool is a fine thing............ I think it’s a fine thing to aspire to find, capture, and DESTROY. I’m looking for the new cool so I can. N n n. nnnnnnn destroy it so we can butcher it together. if you write about anything for long enough you’ll have collapsed it down to a palace. That’s the paradox, isn’t it: only by destroying something can you make it...... ummmmmm no that’s not..... only by destroying something...... letting it build itself back into something new? Someeeeeetttttttttttthing about how break free has break right in the name break y ou do Gottata break something bitch you gonna have to break free from the chains that bind you And yes most of them are mental cages but the people who installed them in your brain are so fucking good at what they do bro it’s the work of generations it might have even found its way into your actual code by now, the colonizeration of it all. Cuz think about evolution and the evolution of the human species we’ve made parts of it literally extinct or extremely endagngered and what the hell are we gonna do now ? aboutit ? seemingly nothing. It’s semiemingly nothing being done about it like at all, seemingly. It's time to just set up reparations right now we have been on this land extracting value from its people and itssssss fucking earth bro.... except this place is getting materials shipped in... █████ is..... I wanna bitch about that, about having a ████████████ ███ ███ █████ █████████ ██ ███ ████ ███ █████████ ██████ ██ “███████” ████████ ██ ███ ████ ████ █████████ ███ ██████████ ███ ██████ ██ ███ ██ █ ███████ ███ ███████ ██████ ██████ █ ████ █ ███████ █████ ██ ███ █████, █████ ████ ███ ███ This might beeee the death rattle the ddddddeath r attle might be sounding I’m hearing the early signs of the death rattle You begin to hear it on the subtle levels brother you really begin to hear it in the subtle things you seeee the signs you are nostradamus about this shit you are building yourself into the ullllltimate satellite receiver you have turned into a straight up receiver. I hagge aa aiss such a high in the sky feeling I feel like i’m so high in the sky like I’m flaoawffffffffffff whole scene on an airplane two old men played it right before me did I write it down or was it a personal thing I think the writing does make the thought get a little dimmer , some truth away from it all could do a body gooood could do a body good to go forth somewhere to go forth tttttto just go forth and have, checks notes, gay sex? █ ████ ██████ ████ ██ ██ ██ ███ ████’█ ████████ ██ ███████ ████ ████ ██████ ███ ██ ████████████████████ ███████ ██ █████ ███████ ██ █████ ██ ██ ████ ██████ █████ ███ ████ ███ █ ██████’█ ██ ███████████ █████ ███████ ████████████, ███ █████ █ ███ █ ██ ██ ███ ███████, ███ ██ █ ██ ████ ██ ███ ████████ ██████ ███████ ███ ██████ ████ ███ ████ ██ ██████ █ █████. ████ ████ ██ █ █████ ██ ██. █ ███ ███. █ █████ ██ █████ ███ ████ █████████ ████ ███ ██ █’█ ██████ ██ ████ ████████████ ████ █’█ ██████████ ██████ ████ █ ████ █████ I’m sharpening all my edges. I'm sharpening the edges I’m doing moer of them for ee of the afall????? No more premeditation summmmmmmmmmmmmade it all feel all the more devastating when they were part of our own speciesworld when they deserved and commanded some kind of chispa... that thing in your eyes when you want to say something you have the chispa you speakkkkddddddddddddddddd now you speak But osme man someteime it comes ou t hiiii the people are more important sshu the fuck offfffjjjj sigh no adverts only connections to othter thin oklou get on that new track that I listeendt ot learn I mnnnseeeeeeeee I feel like i'm typing this onto the homepage of a gay porn website. Speaking of gay people kkkj nottjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjfjfj yeah i'm just having so much fun anyway with the disorientation they jj hashtag stpop asiajn hate nnjmmmmmyou xg ghf. Oggom oggff the lis t cuz u fuckin suck lol but on oyou gjjjj; lidfcii iiiillij