this is some american dream i’m living

we are literally in cleveland right now

and the knicks fucking wiped the floor with the cavs

you leave new york and the first city you get to is dominated by new york and you feel new york everywhere around you

that shit is awesome and i loved it and i really felt it

you know what fuck it i’m a new yorker and i figured it out today

the mayor was asking myself on the walk home from the restaurant... why the FUCK would you live in cleveland? i start to understand the “new york or nowhere” sentiments

like you don’t see anyyyy any any bitches here saying “cleveland or nowhere,” you catch my drift? it’s not cleveland or nowhere for any of these bitches let’s just say that

especially tonight bro like damn losing four games in a row is kinda insane rest in fucking peace to these dudes the series is over they just lost so many people so much money and made so many others so much more

and if i were a betting man i would place a bet right now for the knicks to win the whole thing. why the hell not?

put some money on the knicks winning the next four games too why not make it a parlay?

the whole gambling market bro i wouldn’t want to touch that with a ten foot pole. and the american gambling epidemic needs to be addressed. later

it’s grace jones playing in my head, it’s the thought of more driving tomorrow, who knows what MAYYYY happen...

i was among the people while they were doing chants in the streets of cleveland. for a moment i was part of the winning team. i was in the herd of knicks fans walking out of wherever they all were

it’s the type of night to make the whole road trip worth it

the whole NO PREMEDITATION Thing worth it

i never would have picked cleveland except for..... all of the circumstances working out as they did... with no premeditation

non-grasping is going to save my life

and it’s going to help me thrive

that life and yeah i’m living that life von dutch cult classic but i still pop and i’m not even joking i really believe this shit... i feel like i’m on cloud nine

is this the weed still talking, and is it making me want to start another of my world famous benders? the problem is knowing when to stop, and as long as i can stop at a good time... then we’ll be okay

but who knows what may happen

today was a day for no premeditation and it paid off in absolute spades

no premeditation allowed, bro, not even a little bit. as soon as you start doing even a little bit of it you have to STOPPPPP

thats’s the lesson learned today, or rather lesson reaffirmed

i have to end by telling you how inspired i am by the knicks

by the idea of them playing such efficient basketball, of achieving such a level of greatness

i know how much hard work goes into things like that, into being as great as they are, and it makes me want to work really hard in my own way.... and do my own shit that excellently.... and it involves full commitment to the things i really want to do

setting up space for things to go in certain ways

putting yourself out there into the outside world more as a good general rule

so yes the knicks are motivating me to work harder

do things more intentionally do my shit right..... do my shit the fuck right.... OKAY????

i’m still just about to hit my stride in life

this is still the before time but it’s still hard fucking work

i’m still working just like everyone does in their before time

just because you’re not acknowledged for it doesn’t mean you can stop working

you have to be working, ant, even when you’re playing

i gotta take this shit seriously

do it greatly if it’s worth doing at all

shoutout knicks shoutout new fucking york city. we’re gonnnnnaaaaaa... nothing. gonna is not a word anymore. we are in the moment, fully and completely

today i learned to stop premeditating