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Last night i beat pokemon colosseum while watching austin powers goldmember. A canon event that could’ve happened at any point in the last like 20 years. It’s kinda funny to have an experience that feels so ancient, but that’s just how it is living every single day. Humans have been alive for years and years and we’ve been doing the same old shit the whole time.

Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted i can’t do this shit it’s not my kind of responsibility but her on the other hand she has a certain air of convincing about her that is just….

But in reality i know that the next steep iis to Redacted and be like hey girl what the fuck? Like why not Redacted in like over a week? Is it something i said? Or are you just busy and forgot?

I’m just sick of other people in a really real way right now. There are some things that only…. Like i just wanna…. I don’t even know actually. I just want to….. There’s nothing i really want to do, to be honest. All the shit i try to do is just really, like….. I dont know.

Likeeeee im writing and shit and im doing my best Redacted Redacted but none of the things im saying are really that good or like Redacted Redacted and even if i were to Redacted Redacted with someone there are only a few options for how to do that.

One is to Redacted Redacted Redacted which just feels, like, humiliating and way too vulnerable for me to ever stomach or, like, really consider.

And even then its like okay i can imagine the feeling of Redacted Redacted Redacted and then its like okay what do i do next? Just nothing? I guess nothing, yeah. Whatever.

I guess maybe it’s about just like Redacted Redacted Redacted and then being done with it and like yeah… but then im like, no i have bigger aspirations than just Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted going to give two fucks about.

So, then, maybe the answer is to just do some kind of Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted. Like Redacted my own thing…. Like a Redacted or something.

But that idea makes me like look up at the sky and shake my head in disbelief at how stupid you could be to even suggest something like that. Redacted Redacted is the most humiliating Redacted Redacted Redacted you could ever Redacted.

That’s tough. It’s just really tough.

Like no im not Redacted Redacted Redacted and no im not Redacted Redacted Redacted. I’m not going to try expanding my Redacted Redacted. If anything im just going to Redacted Redacted Redacted for my thirty-six Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted who probably lost the Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted.

The only thing i can think of is like someone Redacted Redacted who i dont want to Redacted Redacted and then being humiliated Redacted Redacted by them. Like, Redacted Redacted is the most humiliating thing i can even imagine right now.

And like the more i talk about this and like talk about stuff in general the more im like bitch you should be in Redacted Redacted right now like you should probably be Redacted Redacted Redacted like twice a week or something but fuck that i dont believe in Redacted anymore just like i dont believee in Redacted Redacted.

Like you want me to Redacted Redacted Redacted so that what i can like Redacted Redacted Redacted to some Redacted Redacted and like be careful about what i Redacted and shit and just like whatever blah blah?

No, i’m supposed to Redacted Redacted Redacted Redacted like i can Redacted Redacted on my own and im fine and shit like that.

i could at least just like try Redacted Redacted has to say and be like hey Redacted Redacted real quick and like lets Redacted Redacted shit for a second. Why not? Yeah that could lead to something nice. Lets do that actually. I think that could be pretty good Redacted Redacted. okay yeah lets try it out. Ugh. that feels good RedactedRedactedRedacted where it can go. Okay RedactedRedacted go.