He had it coming is the thing. Love him or hate him, he had it coming. He was poisoning the water. It was going to happen in one way or another, and i’m glad it happened. I’m glad it happened, because it happened. We have to accept the reality in which we live. I’m also pro political violence. I’m pro violence—of course i am—because, bitch, we try to pretend we’re not in the animal kingdom, but we are in the animal kingdom, and sometimes in the animla kingdom, you have to fucking kill people. jesus christ dude the moralizing is so insane.

what happened? It makes me realize more and more every day that america is a sick, sick country. And i know the others are using that line to refer to the fact that such a thing could happen, which i can grant, but i mean that it’s sick in the sense that people will come down so strongly against this one act of violence when they don’t have fucking shit to say about other forms of violence. It’s soooo nimby coded. People will not even pay attention to the news about all the people getting killed by the dozens in gaza every day, but when one fucking conservative bitch gets shot in america, they’re like 'ohhhhh welllllll any violence is just wrong.'

It started really early in the day, actually, with Y---. It started with Y---, and i love the guy, but he started off strong with 'the news yesterday was crazy. yeah, no matter what, no matter who it is, we shouldn’t do political violence, and i hope we’re not entering an era of political violence.'

First of all, people calling it political violence is so fucking retarded. We don’t know the shooter yet or his or her motive. Or their motive. Fuck it, first non-binary assassin. It’s like, why are we jumping so fast to political violence just becuase it’s a political person who got shot? Is that just like automatically political violence, just because the victim is engaged in terrible shitty bad faith politics? Let’s get really serious here, guys: what the fuck are you doing. You’re agreeing with trump. You’re all agreeing with trump.

It’s hard living in a nation of retards, and i say that in the kindest way i can muster. Everyone on facebook posting all their virtue-signaling reatarded little tirades, they’re all retarded. Anyone who thinks it’s “fucked up” that he got killed is just retarded and unwilling to explore causality. This is the cause and effect of his very actions. You know what i mean, like, he brought it on himself. Like i said: he was poisoning the water, and it was going to come back around.

It’s literally just causality, guys. It’s literally just causality. Let’s all calm down. It’s casuality. He had it coming because it happened. No turning back.

Apt that it would happen on the day before nine-eleven because it reminds us all that history is compelled by strong actions (like murder). This is what moves the earth forward, and these are the kinds of ripple effects that send history spinning. No amount of art or speeches will ever compare to the impact made by an assassination, and i think that’s beautiful in a sense. Death will always, always be there at the center of every conversation. It will create the conversation if one hasn’t started.

So yes, he deserved it, he had it fucking coming, he was a fucking cunt, and he died doing what he loved, and doing what he was doing the whole time. He died as he lived: being a cunt and making a bad faith argument. In favor of guns. Which is funny. His last words... i might always remember them, but maybe it’s just recency bias: 'counting or not counting gang violence?' And then right away, a pop. That is comedic timing if i ever saw it. Good on you, shooter. I just wish we could joke about it. i wish i could be the one to joke about it and point out to everyone how his final moment was so poetic and how his final words were something that would make the crowd's collective eye roll. I wonder how the person who asked him that question feels right now. I’m sure they’re like 'lolllll,' i’m sure there’s a little bit of vindication. They asked a question trying to get him, but he didn’t let them get him, and then he got fucking killed lmfao. The person responded 'great—' lol and then the shot fired and then he was down. He got fucking killed. And, shit, that’s all. He got fucking killed; that’s it.

I’m sure his wife is painfully relieved right now. She’s gotta be at least a little relieved. Her husband was a huge fucking cunt.

But all these fucking libs are praying for her now.

In any case, i wanna get high and not be part of this whole debate right now.

Tomorrow is friday of week two. It’s already the end of week two, which is kind of insane, and then we’ll be halfway through, which is also insane. Month. A month is not a very long time, brother, you know what i mean? Yeahhhh, it’s all good. It’s all going really good.

M-- Y---- said 'great job, ---, and i’m sure our paths will cross again' and i said 'i hope so.' He was a nice guy, a nice guy, and i won’t lie: on the elevator ride down to the first floor after that conversation, i felt really accomplished and fulfilled and happy. He said good job! I know i don’t want to major in medicine anymore, but shit, the praise will always be nice to hear, you know? So yay! Great job ---!