i found a video that was wiz khalifa talking about people who quit smoking weed and then i started to convince myself that hey maybe i should get back into smoking. And then i realized there was no frequency to which i was tuned at that moment, yet i continued looking for more videos to quiet whatever i wanted to quiet in my head. And eventually i cam back around to recognize the frequency directing me to go back to my makeshift standing desk to get back to writing.

i am reminded of how israel now plans to seize all of the land remaining in gaza for itself and occupying it or whatever the fuck.

I don’t think fanon would’ve even hasd an instagram if he were around today. I think he would be on the ground as it were doing the real work as it were.

The psychiatric facility in m▒▒▒▒ or wherever that was comes to mind. It was o▒▒▒▒▒ maybe actually. Yes it was. The boys said that the place is experiencing a high employee turnover. That is really sad to think about. The substandard care that the patients there are receiving. The horrific nature of our system and how it needs to be totally destroyed but how i think it’s sort of on its way to destroying itself.