months ago i feel like i've gotten

so much better.

fuck, man, i feeeel so good these days. i think i'm getting to a point of serious healing... like, for real, bro, i think i'm healing. i think i've healed a great deal since all that other shit. even college!!! the grind of it all was just mental illness, dude. it was so not me.... it was so corrosive, and i didn't fully know it at the time.... what i would say for advice to future generations is, like.... shit, man, idk. i know y'all aren't gonna listen to me anyway. we all gotta heal on our own, figure this shit out for ourselves and shit.... but what i would say is that bad things get worse and not better. the wrong things, the things that are not right, they get worse, not better, the longer you stay in them. that's my advice. they do! later