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pregame
tmoobkThe problem is everything moritifies me i just..... i am physically unable to get bitches i've become literal incel like i'm a fucking incel. Nobody wanna fuck me like AT ALL LOLLL bruh nobody want me even a little bit and the reason why is me i'm the problem i'm the whole fucking fprproiebnlemnmm dude this guy on the subway so many minutes together so many chances then it just ended then he's in line so it's another chance but the chance won't get taken i'm a fuckinggnf HDHDGDHDHDHCJJFJDJDJDHDHHDHDHDH. GOd i hate being this way so then why don't you be some other way because it MORTIFIEOEISISSS MEEEEEEEE I CAN'T DO IT THE MORITIFICATION IS FAR TOO FUCKING MUCH AND NOW I'M SOME BITCH JUST LIKE ON HER PHONE OUTSIDE IN BROOKLYNTNNNY. ALONE AND IT'S SAD AS FUCK HONESLY WHAT THE HELL ARE WE DOING WHY NOT JUST GO UP TO THE MAN AND BE LIKE UHHHHH HEY. no no noknonono i literally...... i'm like what's the issue genuinely i'm just.... I think i'm trying way too hard i'm still trying way too hard how do i stop grasping how the fuck do i stop grasping how how how how do i stopppp this shit brotrorothhehehrhre ejehehJhHhhdhdh god dammit lmao uhhh yeah well uhhhh just stop i guess. I wanna go home iujuuhhhhhhh. I don't know man. Is this like.... Am i just tired is that it is it just too much did the thing with ██████ just end up being too much you know what i mean and all of this night just amounts to just another damn missed connection???? But like fuck dude i can't do this shit without a chaperone for reeallll it's soo scaryyyy being alone i need somoene else with me for real i'm such a fucking babbyyyyyy i can't do it bro idk how to be normal i'm so i'm so like... i'm such a baby i gotta like feel compassion for myself cuz like shit i guess u gotta do that in timess like this but like shit man i really tried so hard to loook good i was like yes i ate and now that i'm actually out it's like okay so that's terrible this is terrible fucucick k ckking hell....... Ugh it's like the dark night of the soul continuuess or something and the writing is the soft place to land but i land here and i'm just bored of myself like girl why not just fucking be a part of society gooooo bbebee a functional member of society please. Lhehhehrdjfhhdllooo FAWK. i neeed some kinda ..... idk do i just get in line and see whereee it takes memmee... do i just go wait in line eeFUKCKCK i got nothing else to do.... Only other thing woukd be to go home honestly it's getting to that point tbh i'm sickkkkjk i'm getting sick of this shit bro lol ultimately i'm a stoner loner and yes i smoked weed tonight like that's absolutely part of it like who the fuck smokes weeed as a pregame. In what world is straight up WEED with no alcohol a pregame girl uuu set urself up for failure put that shit on hard mode and then just like revved the engine over and over and now it's time to probably fucking go home lmao. My life is so uhhhhhh .... INTERESTING. all these missed connections my bruuuuuh like damn all theeseese motherfucking goddamn missed connections i need more gay friends BAD!!!! I neeeeeed moreeee gay friendssss badddddddddd for real i need FRIENDS PLEASE I NEED FRIENDS DESPERATELY BADLY SOMEONE PLEASE ADOPT ME CANANN LIKE A GAY PERSON ADOPT ME I NEED TO BE ADOPTED PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME. i'm such a prude i literally will not and cannot accept contact from a man at all like at all at all uhhhhh yeah it's just like disappointing and i'm doing the very thing i accused █████ of which is just like deciding that someonee..... sigh. Just deciding to not be like.... Just deciding or fucking like idk man i dk even what to say at this point like what do you mean? I do not know but it's happy to be here i'm happy to be here like idk i uhhhhhhhhhhh idk what's going on.
I'm literally one of those bitches who needs a handler like i can't go anywhere without a hag pleasseeee helpppppppppppp. Fffawwkkkkk i'm socially incompetent after alll what the helelelelellll breuehdhdhdhhhh..... what the actual fffafffawwkwkkk. Life is so weeiridddd rrrnrnnnnnnrnnn maybe new york is making me crazy or i'm making me crazy ugh annoying wwhattever.