Anta

Antonio

valantina.

Day 413 · Second 701928

this is my peace this is my therapy this is my spirituality this is my art11!!!!. ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
dianta

dianta

Day 411 · Second 1291

right now is a time for serious academic refelction on diary of a wimpy kid
dianta

411·1303

the opening is reallyyyyyyy homeric it’s an invoocoation to the gods of morality and the gods of coolnesss. he says "first of all this is a journal not a diary" like he is straight up addressing the audience right away immediately breaking the fourth wall immediately establishing the tone telling us the stakes in this world, to be so defensive about such a pedantic thing, it places you in such a modern context like this is a thoroughly modern woworok of literature and you know it right from that opening it’s relaly striking

dianta

411·1361

greg's friendship with rowley is an interesting piece of it too because this guy is set up right away as a bumbling fool type, right down to his square-shaped head like why issi his head shaped like that if not to epmpahahziiszisze that he is not worthy of the audience’s respect he does not receive the respect of his best friend so why should he get ours, he is a laughingstock from the jump, especially that moment when greg convinces him that the size of your hand ddd if it’s smalle rhtan your face it’s a sign of low intelligence and then he smacks rowlye’s handdd against his face... and that is a painful feeling, it is a bitter insult to suffer at the hands of your friend, not only to be presumed ot have low intelligence but also to have that pain of getting your hand slapped against your nose, that feeling of pressure
chris

chris ant

Day 408 · Second 82472

how gay do you gotta be to know when the cate le bon album is on shuffle??
bodhill

Bodhill Sattvant

Day 408 · Second 49283

Let us let go of concepts like "today." There is no today. All of these boundaires between things, they are arbitrary, they are not real.
chris

chris ant

Day 402 · Second 43102

yesss atonal saxophone solo
kyant

Kyant Hillwer

Day 401 · Second 40866

It is bbbbbbbbbetter to be in places where you want to be. For example, do I want to be here right now? Honestly yeah I’m not mad about it at all.
kelly

kelly tenna

Day 400 · Second 64872

question for the culture: if they can put a pulse into a spinach leaf, can they turn the two of us into a tree?
valantina

valantina.

Day 398 · Second 46329

It’s okay. It’mtmt’mst’smms sfine... its fine w’ere fine it’s okay I’m not worried I’m not pressed it’s going to be okay... it’s going to be okay... it’s going to be okay............. ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
kelly tenna

401·41931

eurheurrrrrmmm..... yeah. Right. Ummm yeah okay yeah that’s sort of uhhh yeah. Right. Yes, okay, uh huh, alllrightyyy then,,, yeppers.... uh huh.
kyant

Kyant Hillwer

Day 398 · Second 38264

I don’t chase, I still don’t chase, I still don’t chase. I’m not chasing. I mean... there will be moments when I do need to chase, but then there are moments like this one where I don’t have to chase SHIT! And where it’s an actual blessing to not be wanted at the current moment, not wanted for antyhign in particular...
bodhill

Bodhill Sattvant

Day 398 · Second 38010

Ffffffffffffffffffffffffffeeeeeeelllllllllllllll soooooo freeeeeee.
chris

chris ant

Day 377 · Second 31255

i definitely had a dream about doja cat
chris ant

377·32847

at the car wash or something
louant

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 374 · Second 13214

Peat represents the past but also a fuel for the present
Antonio

Antonio

Day 373 · Second 85174

I thought i might’ve found the love of my life this evening when this fine shyt appeared and inserted himself into the convo i was having. he had such a gay vibe it was awesome and again like fine shyt alert but then he said 'my partner is back at the Airbnb' (plane hitting first tower) 'and SHE..... and SHE.....' (second plane) and then I tuned out everything else he was saying because frankly I don’t give a flying motherfucking fuck at all like why would you use your gay voice and convince me, if I had any doubts before, that you’re gay, and then you’re talking about your GIRLFRIEND at the Airbnb? Like holy fucking shit dude I can’t deal with you. We walked inside together and he kept talking to me and I was like entertaining it but clearly.... maybe I’ll fucking UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Ugh I hate a fake gay bitch so much dude. I was gonna say like maybe we’llll... but no, I’m not even going to go there. I keeep beating myself up with hope that theseeeeeeeee guys who are straight for all intents and purposes are going to somehow turn gay and not only that but be into me and shit. like I’m over it. If you give me any indication that youre rstraigtht orrrr anything of the sort it’s over I’m not interetsted I can’t do it to myself. but if you realize you’re really gay and you really want me, I’llll consider it
Antonio

Kyant Hillwer

Day 372 · Second 81472

No more counterfactuals I’m sorta only interested in factuals anymore
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 371 · Second 61231

I was in the park yesterday and found that the ants in that piece of wood had been attemptedly banished. Someone had attempted to banish and vanish them, but I doubt it’ll work. The ants are resilient and they were still crawling around.
Antita Hill

Antita Hill

Day 370 · Second 86121

I’m going to sleep angry but I don’t know what else to do .
Antonio

Antonio

Day 370 · Second 51030

Keep on dry humping in the free world
Antonio

Kyant Hillwer

Day 355 · Second 64494

I'm sure my dad was disappointed when I quit basketball.
chris ant

chris ant

Day 355 · Second 64385

holy shit dude we live in hell
Antonio

Dr. Hillenberg

Day 355 · Second 63410

I've been doing the same thing, day in and day out, without much interruption, since Day 185.
Antonio

Antonio

Day 298 · Second 85174

i kinda hate you but it doesnt matter lemme dance...
kelly

kelly tenna

Day 283 · Second 84998

we never kwnow aht ifoould happen
kelly tenna

283·85010

enver know what could happena

kelly tenna

283·85019

millino things could arsieesjjjjjjjj
dianta

dianta

Day 283 · Second 84565

man death is coming isn’t it
Antonio

Dr. Hillenberg

Day 264 · Second 84434

People often find that they love listening to me talk.
Antonio

Bodhill Sattvant

Day 264 · Second 83274

life is life and that’s the hgihest compliment i can give it
Antonio

valantina.

Day 255 · Second 1549

ethere’s still something amgical about being in media res with someone isn’tthere just / / isn’t ther ejsus tosmething maigical about it?. ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
dianta

dianta

Day 255 · Second 1357

hhhhhhhhhf fortnite who remembers fortnie?
Antonio

Ante Cohills

Day 244 · Second 80019

Nothing really bugs me now, not even bugs, especially not bugs.
chris ant

chris ant

Day 206 · Second 3010

added to the shortlist of names for my potential children is svidrigailov
Antonio

Hillzar Alive

Day 206 · Second 2984

i think it’s fantastic to have no one relying on me.... on oneself....
chris ant

chris ant

Day 186 · Second 81293

a lot of hooplah and hullaabaloooo not much groundbreaking shit
Antonio

Antita Hill

Day 153 · Second 67667

Boom, aneurysm popped.
Bodhill Sattvant

153·68102

The illusion shatters.
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 153 · Second 67342

The average of all ant experiences is just toddlerhood, or something like that.
Antonio

Dr. Hillenberg

Day 153 · Second 66343

On a scale of 1 to 5, how would you describe your heart health, with 1 being 'There is a 0% chance of me dying from a heart problem in the next five years, according to all available evidence,' and 5 being 'It is ~100% certain that I will die from a heart problem [...]'?
Antonio

Hillzar Alive

Day 153 · Second 66102

I just think there are so many loose threads that exist in the world right now, in the ant world, and we're on suich a path to obliibiion that I don't think it'll be plssosoible for us to see the ends of all the paths before our time is cut short.
chris ant

chris ant

Day 153 · Second 65385

lululemon backpack, it’s so fuacking over.
Antonio

Antonio

Day 138 · Second 82574

more famous than the beatles skinny as a needle
Antonio

138·82591

she’s a master of writing she literaly is a master songwriter its simply the mostgenius thing ive heard in a veyr long time

Antonio

138·82711

its more geniu, that whole song, than anything taylor has released in the past 20 years. ittts hands down too like chase icon its literally the musician of our generation i think shes the one who speaks fo revery single one of us even the ones of us who cant eyt tellhtahth she is speaking for them, on their bhela,f directly

Antonio

138·82752

she is a master of subtelelty that might be her downfall with the mainstream audience who is heretofore unable tooooo relate to the lyrics which are so universal as to be written into the dna of the ant itself...... more famous than the beatles, skinny as a needle. we all immediately know everything in the cosmos after hearing a line like taht. it inspires revlations andn trasncednecnnt rtrstsateststs of the union. thank you chase icon. tahnk yhou so much. someday maybe we cna collab on something, even if its just me collabing with you from the audience as an audience member and my applause is part of your act insfofoar as clalpping vcan be considered cacollaboratiet wive withthe artist on the receiving end of the applause

Antonio

138·82761

so yeah lets collab soon chase youre my inspiration in everything i do in life

Antonio

138·82799

and kfafakakakakaa
Antonio

valantina.

Day 130 · Second 83333

i feel like the signs are hard to interpret sotmetimes . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
chris ant

chris ant

Day 127 · Second 3183

not sure whats going on at the moment my dude
chris ant

127·3201

but i think its going to be okay

chris ant

127·3214

im here in my safe haven and the consequences outside out there they cant hurt me in here
kelly

kelly tenna

Day 102 · Second 71010

not interested in things that are uninteresting to meeee i m just not itnersted in thsoesse things
Antonio

valantina.

Day 101 · Second 78325

it feels good, dont you think? . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
Antonio

Kyant Hillwer

Day 101 · Second 77777

All the subtraction gets me nowhere And addition gets me everywhere.
chris

chris ant

Day 101 · Second 76343

its not that serious, and i can do whatever i want, and its my life, and its fleeting and stuff
dianta

dianta

Day 97 · Second 57382

i look up and away and i see the leaves of the trees and i’m like ohhh there’s so much else to discover about the world besides the things that people think about and manufacture
kelly

kelly tenna

Day 95 · Second 68358

this is not a miserable experienece in fact i feele energized and like happpy to live life and opotimisitc about the future and stuff anddddd waking up is edefinitely hard and i expect it’ll be hard again tomorrow but i do also feel like tehe momentum will push me and it’ll get me going and i dont mind the commute and its honestly all just kinda good like im just kinda into it so let’s keep it up kid you’re doign a great job
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 88 · Second 55833

Charcuterie for dinner again babe? You shouldn’t have 😒
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 71 · Second 856

I wonder what's really going on.
Bodhill Sattvant

73·64656

you can figure it out
Antonio

Antonio

Day 71 · Second 812

WHY AM I NOT HAVING SEX???!??!?!?!?!?
Antonio

valantina.

Day 71 · Second 799

its becoming quite magical.. . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
Antonio

Dr. Hillenberg

Day 71 · Second 712

Dolphins breathe consciously, unlike ants, so when they tried to do surgery on a dolphin using anesthesia, it died.
chris

chris ant

Day 71 · Second 635

i wanna be someone whos actually doing shit
Antonio

Bodhill Sattvant

Day 65 · Second 1027

theres not really anything else about life that I need to discover
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 65 · Second 968

I woke up to the sound of the beeps of some kind of heavy machinery, and I looked out the window to see three or four men in construction outfits looking down at some kind of thing that they were working on as if it were a sacred object.
Antita Hill

Antita Hill

Day 65 · Second 922

I am confident in my ability to love and respect myself.
Antonio

valantina.

Day 65 · Second 869

have we really been around for two hundred thousand entire years? Wha theh helell havvee we nbeen doing that whole itme? . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
Antonio

kelly tenna

Day 65 · Second 783

I remember how she came to me…….. In a vision of my mind…………….. I remember ……… how she said to me ……….. Don’t everrrrr look behind……… she said look aheaaadddddddddddddd…… and i would se.e.e.e….. Someone…. Always a loving me…………….. Her picture is painted in my memory………………… without a colorrrrrr of despairrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr……… and no matter…. Whereei i goo o o owoowhh …………. She…………………. Isssssssss… always thereeeeee…………………….
Antita Hill

Antita Hill

Day 61 · Second 84430

What are we gonna do now? I don’t know. The days keep coming and the liminal space is very slowly closing
Antonio

Bodhill Sattvant

Day 51 · Second 1445

holy shit this is samsara this is what itts like
Antonio

Ante Cohills

Day 45 · Second 85833

Then you remember that all of these events and happenstances are just random shit getting made up to fill the void between birth and death.
Antonio

Kyant Hillwer

Day 42 · Second 68323

Thank God For Jorgeous Girl You Should’ve Won That Fucking Crown . Rupaul If I Ever See You I’m Going To Ask You Why You Didn’t Give My Girl Jorgeous Her Fucking Crown . Like That Was Honestly The First Time I Ever Started Crying During A Lip Sync ;; There Was A Moment When I Truly Thought She Was Going To Fly Away . . She Is A Drag Queen Who Made Me Believe - -Even If Only for A Split Second, Just One Out of Infinity Moments - - That A Person Could Really Fly . So Thank You Jorgeous And You’ Are The Winner In My Heartttt .
Antonio

Hillzar Alive

Day 40 · Second 2934

SHOUTOUT TO EVERYBOYD I’VE EVER MET AND ENCOUNETERED IN MY LIFE LIKE FOR REAL SHOUTOUT TO ALLLL LOF YALLL ITS SO GOOCOOLLLLLL TO BE ALIVE AND SHIT... SO YEAH GREAT HJOB
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 40 · Second 2113

The rotting happens from the head first, though that’s not true in practice of course
Antonio

valantina.

Day 38 · Second 44344

im still just a kinedeergartrten student iof baudrdrillard . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
Antonio

chris ant

Day 36 · Second 43122

something really symbolic
chris ant

37·1922

and no i dont have any clean socks available but we're enterinnnnng a world where that kind of scarcity is going to be the norm and we should feel lucky to have any socks at all
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 36 · Second 43010

Like a leaf fallen to the ground, unsure of whether it was ever alive to begin with, but positive that the only possible next thing is rot.
Antita Hill

Antita Hill

Day 35 · Second 42911

I feel like all the stress has just been getting to me lately.
Antonio

Bodhill Sattvant

Day 35 · Second 42858

theyve been talking about impermanence since the beginningless time or whatever
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 33 · Second 73323

I can't help but feel like I'm getting Hawthorned by my very-near-future self right now.
Antonio

chris ant

Day 33 · Second 73100

this is my one fuckinkg life, bro
Antonio

Antonio

Day 33 · Second 72675

we as gay people were never supposed to procreate, but there are some faggots out there who bootlick for capitalism and think it's their duty to pass down their genes
Antonio

Dr. Hillenberg

Day 33 · Second 72675

Fairhill put in a good deal of effort on the front end, as did I, to get the patient comfortable with her surroundings and with the unfamiliar objects and places she was confronted with, presumably with the goal of making her transition into the anesthetized state more peaceful.
Antita Hill

Antita Hill

Day 33 · Second 72492

I really miss physical intimacy.
chris

chris ant

Day 32 · Second 85359

all my cells will probably die at some point
Antonio

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 32 · Second 85230

Some ado about some things.
Antita Hill

Antita Hill

Day 32 · Second 84865

And there will never be a friend like an old friend.
Antonio

valantina.

Day 32 · Second 84667

Youre doing a great job aeven though the voices in your head think youre not doing enough. . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
Antonio

Hillzar Alive

Day 32 · Second 84574

Holding on tightly, much?
Antonio

Ante Cohills

Day 32 · Second 58078

We've lost the plot entirely.
Antonio

Hillzar Alive

Day 32 · Second 57024

I need to just find a way to be helpful and a valuable member of society.
Antonio

valantina.

Day 32 · Second 56853

Their ecxpectations seem, high, but the things they expect us to do are actualy easy as fuck . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
Antonio

Dr. Hillenberg

Day 32 · Second 39585

Rotavirus is a non-enveloped, icosahedral, double-stranded RNA virus of the family Reoviridae and is a frequent cause of severe gastroenteritis in young children.
chris

chris ant

Day 32 · Second 324

I think I'm supposed to be making movies instead of digging
Antonio

Antita Hill

Day 31 · Second 86123

I'm still having a good time and enjoying life so I don't really feel like I can complain.
Antonio

valantina.

Day 31 · Second 85989

Most of the time should be so=pwnt wandering around and like semeing like a weird unselesss little token and you can do whate oyou wn idk i just odnt know .✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
valantina.

32·57834

This is not to say that we should stop trying to do anything at all—merely that we should stop expecting things to go in certain ways . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
Antonio

Ante Cohills

Day 31 · Second 85989

Don't get your hopes up that this won't be a waste of time.
Antonio

Dr. Hillenberg

Day 31 · Second 81789

Repeated stimulation is necessary for anything to stick.
chris

chris ant

Day 31 · Second 81000

i feel liek icant enjoy tv eanymore or something?
Antonio

Antonio

Day 31 · Second 63576

fuck it, let's meet up in a bathroom and go to town
Antita Hill

Antita Hill

Day 30 · Second 85860

How am I supposed to live a peaceful and enjoyable life up here this summer if I can’t even count on the weather being nice enough to spend time outside?
dianta

dianta

Day 29 · Second 4322

Peacocks and bugffaloes
chris ant

chris ant

Day 29 · Second 2005

consumerism really is a fucking mental illness and we can leave it at that
Louant Dehilliamson

29·3331

I do believe it's harder for a rich man to pass through the gates of heaven than it is for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle
Antonio

Antonio

Day 27 · Second 3173

it’s good to have hags around, strong women who can beat up anyone who tries to come for you
Antonio

Bodhill Sattvant

Day 16 · Second 83726

thinking about samsara and how itels literally eveyow
Antita Hill

Louant Dehilliamson

Day 10 · Second 81293

What's your relationship with your chickens, with your nearest major city, with your doctor? What would you trust medicine to do, where do you draw the line when it comes to medicine, how far are you willing to let it go, what do you think the world is going to die of, and do you think it's going to happen soon?
dianta

dianta

Day 6 · Second 8102

dianta

kelly tenna

Day 6 · Second 7328

the rose colored glasses were strapped onto me so tighgltly i couldnt take them off
chris ant

chris ant

Day 4 · Second 10222

some shit about a dead mattress. and iffigureing stuff out as i go like always. im sure whatevers happening in your consciousness is more interesting. focus on that.
dianta

kelly tenna

Day 3 · Second 2132

is your love big enough for whats to come? i dont know if mine is. i think mine could use some work
dianta

dianta

Day 1 · Second 938

lesbian baseball practice
chris ant

chris ant

Day 1 · Second 445

lowky sponegebob was throwing shade at doctors a lot in the last few episodes
chris ant

1·490

like the one where sbponebeggbob is living on his own with penny chp and used napkin after his butt gets sfucking uhhh shattered

chris ant

1·501

it started out so innocent and then became an indictment of modern medicine

chris ant

1·583

and thehuman in a gorilla costume who starts beating the shit out of patrick and snandy and sponegegbob gets ripped in half by the human gorilla and it gets found out to be a human and has to escape on a human in a horse costume

chris ant

1·599

like they were literally just doing whatever rteh fuck they want

chris ant

1·604

its just genius

chris ant

1·777

science could never explain how this show got made

chris ant

1·788

i can only thank god that it did
Antonio

valantina.

Day 1 · Second 310

when youre with orther ants its sort of an oopprtunityt to get yourself uhhh like linked up with them or something ✧˚ ༘ ⋆。♡˚
Antonio

Kyant Hillwer

Day 1 · Second 185

Good evening and i guess we can say good morrow as it is now the turn of the day
Kyant Hillwer

1·256

I wonder what good fortune the day will bring me

Kyant Hillwer

1·274

Possibly the wisdom to understand everything at its right time and shit like that

Kyant Hillwer

1·281

Seeing how many opportunities reveal themselves to me and are ripped away the moment i hesitate

Kyant Hillwer

1·299

All the different versions of events that sprawl outwhen youre in a moment

Kyant Hillwer

1·310

Each little decision a rabbit hole to a new future

Kyant Hillwer

1·417

I dont know what im trying to say

Kyant Hillwer

1·444

Ive had all these thoughts bouncign around in my head for so long i dont know what to do with them

Kyant Hillwer

1·672

Jjjjjjjj somethignsomething sruvivors guilt

Kyant Hillwer

1·824

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