valantina.
no matter what pressures i think i am up against, i will stay the course, i will continue continuing . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡♡˚
kelly tenna
some of u hoes r not worth the exp. Not worth battling, in other words. one of the fights we dont pick.
dianta
somewhwre right now the two dumbest bjtches you knkw are exchanging aphex twin album recommendations
chris ant
THEY MIGHT BE BETTER OFF, I THINK , THE WAY IT SEEMS TO ME, MAKING UP THEIR OWN SHOWWWWS WHICH MIGHT BE BETTER THAN TVVV!!!!
Bodhill Sattvant
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Kyant Hillwer
And now it’s all over. And here we go, on to the next, i guess? DAMN!!!!!
valantina.
tehere are things that happen in the brain when you sleeeeeep. . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡♡˚
chris ant
the point of ART IS TO MAKE YOU LOOK OUTSIDE GODDAMMIT!!!!!
Dr. Hillenberg
I’m inclined to think that theeeee current theories and models are inaaaadequate.
Ante Cohills
The devil manifests in "different" ants at "different" times.
Kyant Hillwer
WHEN IN DOUBT BE NORMAL
Hillzar Alive
the truth is my life has never been as vivid as it is now, and for some intensts and purposes, ,,, I have not been alive until this moment
chris ant
i have got to start geettigng weirder
Antonio
Let’s do gay shit
dianta
the unconscious continues to be really important
mike robe hilliams
a metapmorphosis is three stages, people, not two. you are not a capterpillar and then a butterfly. you are, at one point, a dissolved mass of the things that you were and the things you will become, and theyeyeyyeyeyyeyyyyyy have to rearrange themselves into a butterfly before you can be anything other than fucking GOOOOOOOO.
Antita Hill
It seems like I’m mattering littler each day.
Louant Dehilliamson
God, we neeed your help rescuing your brave soldiers who have become wage slaves.
chris ant
i’m cooking in secret in private i’m cooking in pirivatae bro
dianta
i forgot what i’m supposed to be doing
Kyant Hillwer
When I imagine the immovable object I always imagine it as a rock, don’t you?
Bodhill Sattvant
Remember? All the brurunings of various libraries of alexandria? I persnallly do remember it.
Antonio
there is a key lesson being learned right now, and that is that... FUCKING SUE ME JUST CAME ONN I HAVE TO SCREAM YAAASSSSSSS FUCKING HELL DUDE IT’S A MODERN FUCKIGN CLASSIC DUDE
Antonio
it’s kinda fun to be competent at beer pong but it’s also a really hollow victory
Bodhill Sattvant
the point is the point ittssss the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point iiiiiiiis the point is the point is the point is the point is the pointttt is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the pointttttttttt is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point I s the point is the point is the point is the point is the point is the point.....
valantina.
ohhhh! or rather..... ohhhhhh? i ‘m not sure.... . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡♡˚
kelly tenna
deeer deer deer deer deer der ad dear dear deer deer deer ddeeerrr deer derer deeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
chris ant
yo uare under attack
dianta
i have these arbitrary rules inm ylife that i like to follow and when i don’t follow them, it seems like somesublte thigns can be offfff, and then we get into a princess and the pea situation. lieke really, ants weighing mreo t han elephants makes it so that the smallest thing can cuase you to lose literal sleep. you can actually lose sleep over this stuff! and i have. i relaly have lost like big chunks of my lfiee to things that we might consider really subtle
Dr. Hillenberg
And that right there, did you feel that? That was me finding the key, and the key clicking into place.
dianta
right now is a time for serious academic refelction on diary of a wimpy kid
dianta
the opening is an inv0cation to the gods of morality and coolnesss. "first of all this is a journal not a diary." he is, in the first line, straight up addressing the audience, breaking the fourth wall, immediately establishing the tone, telling us the stakes in this world. to be so defensive about such a pedantic thing, it places you in such a modern context like this is a thoroughly modern wowork of literature and you know it right from that opening it’s relaly striking
dianta
greg's friendship with rowley is an interesting piece of it too because this guy is set up right away as a bumbling fool type, right down to his square-shaped head like why issi his head shaped like that if not to epmpahahziiszisze that he is not worthy of the audience’s respect he does not receive the respect of his best friend so why should he get ours, he is a laughingstock from the jump, especially that moment when greg convinces him that the size of your hand ddd if it’s smalle rhtan your face it’s a sign of low intelligence and then he smacks rowlye’s handdd against his face... and that is a painful feeling, it is a bitter insult to suffer at the hands of your friend, not only to be presumed ot have low intelligence but also to have that pain of getting your hand slapped against your nose, that feeling of pressure in your nose,
chris ant
how gay do you gotta be to know when the cate le bon album is on shuffle??
Bodhill Sattvant
Let us let go of concepts like "today."
chris ant
yesss atonal saxophone solo
Kyant Hillwer
It is bbbbbbbbbetter to be in places where you want to be. For example, do I want to be here right now? Honestly yeah
kelly tenna
question for the culture: if they can put a pulse into a spinach leaf, can they turn the two of us into a tree?
valantina.
It’s okay. It’mtmt’mst’smms sfine... its fine w’ere fine it’s okay I’m not worried it’s going to be okay... it’s going to be okay... it’s going to be okay............. ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡♡˚
Kyant Hillwer
I don’t chase. I mean... there will be moments when I do need to chase, but then there are moments (like this one) when I don’t have to chase SHIT! when it’s an actual blessing to not be wanted at the current moment, not wanted for antyhign in particular...
Bodhill Sattvant
Ffffffffffffffffffffffffffeeeeeeelllllllllllllll soooooo freeeeeee.
chris ant
i definitely had a dream about doja cat
chris ant
at the car wash or something
Louant Dehilliamson
Peat represents the past but also a fuel for the present
Antonio
If you give me any indication that youre rstraigtht orrrr anything of the sort it’s over I’m not interetsted I can’t do it to myself. but if you really want me, I’llll consider it
Kyant Hillwer
No more counterfactuals I’m sorta only interested in factuals anymore
Louant Dehilliamson
I was in the park yesterday and found that the ants in that piece of wood had been attemptedly banished. Someone had attempted to banish and vanish them, but I doubt it’ll work. The ants are resilient and they were still crawling around.
Antita Hill
I’m going to sleep angry but I don’t know what else to do .
Antonio
Keep on dry humping in the free world
chris ant
holy shit dude we live in hell
Dr. Hillenberg
I've been doing the same thing, day in and day out, without much interruption, since Day 185.
dianta
i saw a honeypot ant who had its little abdomen filled up with honey, but it had somewhat deflated and was just like lying around... seeemingly dead.
valantina.
ho wwww quickly we gooforget things
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Antonio
i kinda hate you but it doesnt matter lemme dance...
kelly tenna
we never kwnow aht ifoould happen
kelly tenna
enver know what could happena
kelly tenna
millino things could arsieesjjjjjjjj
dianta
man. death is coming isn’t it
Dr. Hillenberg
People often find that they love listening to me talk.
Bodhill Sattvant
life is life and that’s the hgihest compliment i can give it
valantina.
ethere’s still something amgical about being in media res with someone isn’tthere just / / isn’t ther ejsus tosmething maigical about it?. ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡♡˚
dianta
hhhhhhhhhf fortnite who remembers fortnie?
Ante Cohills
Nothing really bugs me now, not even bugs, especially not bugs.
chris ant
added to the shortlist of names for my potential children is svidrigailov
Hillzar Alive
i think it’s fantastic to have no one relying on me.... on oneself....
chris ant
a lot of hooplah and hullaabaloooo not much groundbreaking shit
Antita Hill
Boom, aneurysm popped.
Bodhill Sattvant
The illusion shatters.
Louant Dehilliamson
The average of all ant experiences is just toddlerhood, or something like that.
Hillzar Alive
there are so many loose threads in the world right now, and we're on suich a path to obliibiion that I don't think it'll be plssosoible for us to see the ends of all the paths
Antonio
more famous than the beatles skinny as a needle
Antonio
she’s a master of writing she literaly is a master songwriter
Antonio
chase icon is literally the musician of our generation i think shes the one who speaks fo revery single one of us even the ones of us who cant eyt tellhtahth she is speaking for them, on their bhela,f directly
Antonio
she is a master of subtelelty that might be her downfall with the mainstream audience......
Antonio
more famous than the beatles, skinny as a needle. we all immediately know everything in the cosmos after hearing a line like taht. it inspires revlations andn trasncednecnnt rtrstsateststs of the union.
Antonio
chase youre my inspiration in everything i do in life
Antonio
and kafafakakakakaa
valantina.
i feel like the signs are hard to interpret sotmetimes
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chris ant
not sure whats going on at the moment
chris ant
but i think its going to be okay
chris ant
the consequences out there cant hurt me in here
kelly tenna
not interested in things that are uninteresting to meeee i m just not itnersted in thsoesse things
valantina.
it feels good, dont you think?
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Kyant Hillwer
All the subtraction gets me nowhere And addition gets me everywhere.
chris ant
its not that serious, and i can do whatever i want, and its my life, and its fleeting and stuff
dianta
i look up and away and i see the leaves of the trees and i’m like ohhh
kelly tenna
this is not a miserable experienece in fact i feele energized and like happpy to live life and opotimisitc about the future and stuff anddddd waking up is edefinitely hard and i expect it’ll be hard again tomorrow but i do also feel like tehe momentum will push me and it’ll get me going and i dont mind and its honestly all just kinda good like im just kinda into it so let’s keep it up kid you’re doign a great job
Louant Dehilliamson
Charcuterie for dinner again babe? You shouldn’t have 😒
Louant Dehilliamson
I wonder what's really going on.
Bodhill Sattvant
you can figure it out
Antonio
WHY AM I NOT HAVING SEX???!??!?!?!?!?
valantina.
its becoming quite magical..
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Dr. Hillenberg
Dolphins breathe consciously, so when they anesthetized a dolphin, it died.
chris ant
i wanna be someone whos actually doing shit
Bodhill Sattvant
there's not really anything else about life that I need to discover
Antita Hill
I am confident in my ability to love and respect myself.
valantina.
have we really been around for 100 million entire years? Wha theh helell havvee we nbeen doing that whole itme?
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Antita Hill
What are we gonna do now? I don’t know. The days keep coming and the liminal space is very slowly closing
Bodhill Sattvant
holy shit this is samsara this is what itts like
Ante Cohills
Then you remember that all of these events and happenstances are just random shit getting made up to fill the void between birth and death.
Hillzar Alive
SHOUTOUT TO EVERYBOYD I’VE EVER MET AND ENCOUNETERED IN MY LIFE LIKE FOR REAL SHOUTOUT TO ALLLL LOF YALLL ITS SO GOOCOOLLLLLL TO BE ALIVE AND SHIT... SO YEAH GREAT HJOB
Louant Dehilliamson
The rotting happens from the head first, though that’s not true in practice of course
valantina.
im still just a kinedeergartrten student iof baudrdrillard
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chris ant
something really symbolic
Louant Dehilliamson
Like a leaf fallen to the ground, unsure of whether it was ever alive to begin with, but positive that the only possible next thing is rot.
Antita Hill
I feel like all the stress has just been getting to me lately.
Bodhill Sattvant
theyve been talking about impermanence since the beginningless time or whatever
Louant Dehilliamson
I can't help but feel like I'm getting Hawthorned by my very-near-future self right now.
chris ant
this is my one fuckinkg life, bro
Antita Hill
I really miss physical intimacy.
chris ant
all my cells will probably die at some point
Louant Dehilliamson
Some ado about some things.
Antita Hill
And there will never be a friend like an old friend.
valantina.
Youre doing a great job aeven though the voices in your head think youre not doing enough.
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Hillzar Alive
Holding on tightly, much?
Ante Cohills
We've lost the plot entirely.
Hillzar Alive
I need to just find a way to be helpful and a valuable member of society.
valantina.
Their ecxpectations seem, high, but the things they expect us to do are actualy easy as fuck
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Dr. Hillenberg
Rotavirus is a non-enveloped, icosahedral, double-stranded RNA virus of the family Reoviridae and is a frequent cause of severe gastroenteritis in young children.
chris ant
i think i'm supposed to be making movies instead of digging
Antita Hill
I'm still having a good time and enjoying life so I don't really feel like I can complain.
valantina.
Most of the time should be so=pwnt wandering around and like semeing like a weird unselesss little token and you can do whate oyou wn idk i just odnt know .✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡♡˚
valantina.
This is not to say that we should stop trying to do anything at all—merely that we should stop expecting things to go in certain ways . ✧˚ ༘ ⋆｡♡˚
Ante Cohills
Don't get your hopes up that this won't be a waste of time.
Dr. Hillenberg
Repeated stimulation is necessary for anything to stick.
chris ant
i feel liek icant enjoy tv eanymore or something?
Antonio
fuck it, let's meet up in a bathroom and go to town
dianta
Peacocks and bugffaloes
chris ant
consumerism really is a fucking mental illness and we can leave it at that
Louant Dehilliamson
I do believe it's harder for a rich man to pass through the gates of heaven than it is for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle
Antonio
it’s good to have hags around to beat up anyone who tries to come for you
Bodhill Sattvant
thinking about samsara and how itels literally eveyow
dianta
kelly tenna
the rose colored glasses were strapped onto me so tighgltly i couldnt take them off
chris ant
some shit about a dead mattress. and iffigureing stuff out as i go like always. im sure whatevers happening in your consciousness is more interesting. focus on that.
kelly tenna
is your love big enough for whats to come? i dont know if mine is. i think mine could use some work
dianta
lesbian baseball practice
chris ant
lowky sponegebob was throwing shade at doctors a lot in the last few episodes
chris ant
like the one where sbponebeggbob is living on his own with penny chp and used napkin after his butt gets sfucking uhhh shattered
chris ant
it started out so innocent and then became an indictment of modern medicine
chris ant
and thehuman in a gorilla costume who starts beating the shit out of patrick and snandy and sponegegbob gets ripped in half by the human gorilla and it gets found out to be a human and has to escape on a human in a horse costume
chris ant
like they were literally just doing whatever rteh fuck they want
chris ant
its just genius
chris ant
science could never explain how this show got made. i can only thank god that it did
valantina.
when youre with orther ants its sort of an oopprtunityt to get yourself uhhh like linked up with them or something
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Kyant Hillwer
Good evening and i guess we can say good morrow as it is now the turn of the day
Kyant Hillwer
I wonder what good fortune the day will bring me
Kyant Hillwer
Possibly the wisdom to understand everything at its right time and shit like that
Kyant Hillwer
Seeing how many opportunities reveal themselves to me and are ripped away the moment i hesitate
Kyant Hillwer
All the different versions of events that sprawl outwhen youre in a moment
Kyant Hillwer
Each little decision a rabbit hole to a new future
Kyant Hillwer
I dont know what im trying to say
Kyant Hillwer
Ive had all these thoughts bouncign around in my head for so long i dont know what to do with them
Kyant Hillwer
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