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Sitting a bit too upright

But downright at the same time. Downright... uhhh..... kyphotic as it were, so to speak. I woke up and I checked my shit and didn’t really have that much going on in the digital world which is a blessing. I’ve really weaned myself hard off this shit. There’s no reasons for me to be on my phone in the morning like at all. I’m a real success story when it comes to getting off social media and I’d like for someone to interview me and find out how I did it. ▒▒▒▒▒▒ told me, that was one thing I woke up to, that she’s trying to channel the ant espresso of talking to just anyone in her class. She was like, "you would make friends as a guest at the symposium." And would i? is this something I do? Is this something I’m known for? I guess it is at this point. I’m highly approachable when you actually approach me... it’s like, iiiiin the case that I am approached, I will be making friends. I will be talking to you. I have this like sycophantic tendency in me almost. I want to be accepted so badly that I will let anyone be friends with me, basically, pretty much.... Again, anyone who’s approached me. And there’s plenty of people who don’t and won’t and don’t approach me, but like last night for example walking home from the bar and those two dudes who were just like "wooo" and "hey" and put up the hand for a high five,,,, and then I missed the high five signal, but then I was like "hey wait gimme," and they turned around and we high fived and then were like "WOOOO," "WOOOOOOO," that shit is what it’s all about. I need to study trophallaxis in more depth, because I wonder if ants do this and get a little surge of dopamine and oxytocin and whatever the fuck else.... ew I hate just like name-dropping nennauuroototramsminsittiters like that but I do it anyway. Anyway,,, I wonder what benefit ants get from doing trophallaxis, that little kissing thing they do when they pass each other. It seems like they do it so briefly though, and interestingly they even seem to do it when they’re in some kind of crisis... kissy So then let me educate myself.... I do want to seek to understand before i am understood like that’s still true let me still seek to do that and shit... There’s an antttttt crawling somewhat toward this window... I wish you wouldn’t crawl inside, dear ant, because you don’t know this, perhaps, but there’s a trap for you in here... there’s a trap set. There’s a green round trap with multiple points of entry, four points,,,, and little two-dimensionalllll pictures of ants on top of its label...... and it’s a death trap, so I would advise you, honestly, not to come inside... but perhaps psp I can throw out a strawberry for you as a gift, if I may... yes, I will do that, and then I will do some research.. maybe. I’ll do the strawberry thing and.... well, no premeditation again... no premeditation!!!! NO PREMEDITATION!!! why is there a trap? lesson learned stop killing ants