I think I need to actually delete my facebook. Cuz what the hell good even happens on there? What actually happens on there? What good happens on there? What happens on there that is good? Nothing, I should think. I don’t think there’s anything good on there besides keeping up with the collective unconscious a little bit. A little bit. Not in a meaningful way. It’s just seeing thirst trap clips. It’s really just like.... Perverse. I’m over it.

Speaking of me being horny, i sitll have no email from H------, so maybe he’s just really not interested at all in the slightest. Maybe it’s over before it even started. It’s already over. And maybe it’s better that way, because he’s too young for me or something. i’m not someone who….. I don’t know. I’m not going to like.... I’m not going to like....... I’m not going....

Eavesdropping on T-- and O---’s conversation about their preceptor. O--- was on outpatient and had to go on a flight and a patient showed up 45 minutes late and the chat said can we register, O--- said no they’re 45 minutes late we can’t do it, i have a flight to catch, and then the preceptor said yes please register, and O--- was like okay so we don’t respect my time, noted, thank you... and then she goes in and says i can’t believe we registered the patient, it’s a 54 month old, you can do it..... I wonder if there was a way there could’ve..... if this could’ve been avoided, you know, idk, if she had said up front i gotta leave exactly at this time.... She cried in clinic cuz they were so complex........

This is a sad story. Sorry for invading her space and privacy. They were a monday patient and monday preceptors knew them but she was placed on a friday... supposed to be continuity between providers or at least attendings... then O--- did a nice full differential and preceptor just said give her albuterol.