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Thursday

• EN: seen by SW, chaplain,

nutrition (low PO c/o ----- sores),

word salad arts team (didn’t see him)

• TJ: agreed to NGT this AM, wants

to be “asleep” for it. agreed

yesterday he doesn’t have

traditional ED; 2/2 SMAS

understands perf risk + bowel obs

• HZ: optimizing pain control

(^ gabapentin, consider

cymbalta if not working)

- appropriately anxious about

going to rehab, strong

support system

• ? PTLD? association w/ transplant?

• these transplant psychologists

are obsessed with using the

phrase ‘plugged in,’ as in

‘mom is really plugged in to

her church’

• I really don’t like this gay

ass attending. I was

gonna call him a faggot but he

doesn’t deserve that title

- for example why does he

feel the need to “provide additional

context” after I’ve presented on

this patient? bro didn’t really

add anything meaningful -

but maybe he did and I’m

just letting my ego talk

- best way to curb the ego

is to recall that THIS

SHIT DON’T MATTER lol

like the convos we have in

here are just masturbatory.

the “listeners” are on

their phones engrossed

in their own hypnoses

tmrw