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The feminine urge

to delete everything you’ve ever put on any website ever. The feminine urge to return to the earth. going shopping at the white patriarchal colonial establishment store. need anything? The animal kingdom is not depicted respectfully in Pocahontas. It kinda is, but the animals are also made to be caricatures with no agency. Procreation is the ultimate act of dependent origination. I still actually don’t understand what I’m here to do. What am I here to do other than just like be some random bitch? Is there anything else, do you think? I’m spending my days much in the same way as I have been all summmmer. I’m being outside when I want to be, and that is most of the time, because why the fuck would you not want to be outside? You can never swim in the same river twice, right, right, you can’t ever... it’s always a-changing, but it’s always there. It’s always changing, but it’s always there. It stays where it is, but it’s always changing. The thing in my head known as "the river" is the same thing as it was all those years ago when I was a kid, but now it’s completely different. It’s different and the same. What is up with that, and is that part of the reason why people set up their civilizations around the rivers, Mesopotamia and shit, and just like everyone in general, independently but dependently doing the river valley thing for all of human existence? We just like being around the water, I guess. idk, right? Like it’s kinda that simple in a sense. It’s kinda just really actually that simple? You are living your life. You are doing controls on it. You are choosing dialogue options, you are okay, you are all good, it’s all good. not a ghost but a virus. the fever you can’t sweat out, the unstoppable force, but it’s joined forCES with the immovable object, and it swings the immovable object around like a weapon, and it throws it at you with unstoppable force, and the immovable object is suddenly hurtling toward your fucking face, hurtling toward you, hurtling, hurtling toward you.... but I guess it’s never that violent, is it... until it is. Suddenly and for no reason, quite at random, the universe could manifest something extremely wicked and deadly for me, and it would come at me without warning, and that would be it; the whole thing would be over. The whole thing would just be over, right then——splat——just like that. It would end, it would end, it would end, it would end it would end it would end it would end it would end it would end iiiiit would end it would end it would end it would end itwould end it would end it would end it would end iiiiiiiit would end it would end it would end it wououuuuld end it would end it would enditwoudl end it would end it would end it would end iiiiiit would end it would end it would end it would end it would end it would endiiiiit would end it would end it would end it would end it would end it would end it would end it would end it would end it would annennendnddn it would endndnnnnnnn it would end it would end it would end iiiiiiiti would. Anyway, yeah, you can meditate on death, but does that have to be the main thing? No, I think there is stuff to learn and understand ABOUT life. It wants something from you. It is really not ask what your country can do for you. And by the way, we need a new nation. We need a new nation, and from that new nation, a new national culture can emerge. I think it already exists. I think the new nation already exists. I think it’s just about teasing itself out. I think it’s about infecting it with itself, getting it sick with its own symptoms....... national culture Ideas actually infect you in the same way a virus does. They attach themselves to you and spit their contents inside of you, where they go on to replicate and replicate. It’s all viral, bro. Everything is viral. virulence I’ve caught my own virus and am sick with myself. Sick with my own symptoms, and it feels fucking good, dude. Don’t you want it, too? Don’t you want the sickness as well? Do you want the sickness? do you want the sickness? Do you want the sickness? Do you want the sickness? Do you want the sickness? Do you want the sickness? Do you want the sicknesses? Do you want the sickness? Do you want the sickness? Do you want the sicicicknesne?? Do do youou want the sicknesss ? do do o y ou u want nth eisickness? Do you want the sickness? Do you want the sicknesssss do you want the sickness do you want the sicknese do you want sick do you want sickd o you want sick dodo you wants ick want sick want sick want sick swants sitsicicikd

Disease brings you closer to god.

you want to be sick you want to be sick you wanttoto be sick you want to be sick you want to be sick you ou uu uwant to be sick you want to be sick you want to be sick you want to be sick you want to be sick you watnt o be sick kk k kk k k k k you want to bees sisiiiiickckkkk you want to be sick you want to be sick you want toooooo beeee sick you want to be sick you want to be sick you want to be sick you want to be sick you want to be sicdkkkk you want to be sick you want to get sick you want sick you want to be sick you want sick you are sick you want sicker you want a sickness you want to be sick don’t you want to be sick do you want to be sick are you sick yet do you want to be sick are you wanting to be ick.... would you like to be sick are you looking to get sick have you been sick yet are you sick are you sickness have you sick are you sickererer have you been sick yet are you sick are you really sick? could it really be true?