weird... linear time playing tirkcs on me again. thinking that it must have been june third, because someone on the internet said so, and then the clock tells me it’s june second. the clock is the main friend who knows the time .... knows what time it is right now. the main person, the main one who always seems to know what time it is right now, is the clock.
tricky that’s what iii believe and what we all pretty much believe. i don’t know of anyone out there who doesn’t subscribe to linear time. i don’t know even a single soul who doesn’t prescribe to it..... get it prescribed, successfully.... who doesn’t take their medication from whoever it was who came up with linear time, or rather the enforcers...the
as it were.... shoutout pokemon. it’s a move in pokemon. oh my god, do i have to explain everything to you,.
the next thing is the um... the next thing is right now... the lights... fucking.... goddammit... on the ceiling...
the thearpapryapyy comes back... the naming five things you can see hear smell etc just becoming something you do at baseline, at rest, is a sign of YOUR HEALING AND HOW YOURE A NORMAL PERSON WHO CAN NCAVAVIVIIAIGATE HTRHTHE WROLD.
my thing is it takes actually very ltittllel to successfully navigate the world and by that i mean stay alive. there are so many ways to successfully stay alive and have a baseline of happinesss enough to keep yoou going anyway... uhmmmm...
linear time has nothing to do with it. there is nooooothing added to my general sense of wellbeing by linear time. nothing really at all. i could just as well go without it. i could just as easily consider it june third right now. who gives a fuck about time zones. none of it means anything in any practical sense. we’re all pretty much just following the sun and the moon ,,, at the end of the day.
i mean, i guess to be perfectly attuned to the world around you is to be in sync with the day and night cycle imposed by... ahem....
the universe. not linear goddamn time..
really bro abiding your life around these manmade fucking principles is theee epitome of fucking... i dont wanna say retarded i dont want to use the r word i want to find a better word to describe what i’m talking about but none come to mind, my yyyy voocuabulary is too limited. this shit is.... uhhh... bananas.
that’s it. it’s just bananas. to be living your life in abidance and accordance with linear time and any other number of manmade man-imposed laws thatttttt discatate howwww all of us live our lives. like holy shit dude the commitment to linear time is insaneeeee. what do you mean we look at clocks all the time. holy shit dude and why is no one...
fukcing fuck. fuck dude. fuck my life. fuck my life so bad. my life sucks so fucking bad. what should i do but kill myself, right? what is there to do but kill myself? lol you seee how distruthful that sounds. you know as well as i do that i don't want to kill myself. i just want to point out the linear time of it all... uhhhh fuck. you know? uhhhh fucking fuck. ummmm yeah uhhhh yeah. oiakaay so yeah. okay so like... right. sbustance use. smoking weed. which i’m doing... i’m relapsing into weed addiction everyone. i’m relapsing. i’m officially calling it a relapse. i’m officially declalariigng it a relapse. but it’s medicine. it’s ilteraly sjstu taking my medicine. i’m thinking of it here right now as medicine like what the fuck why not.
i think of it as medicine because it’s my sister and n▒▒▒’s weed. i’m smoking someone else’s weed right now. i’m eating them out of
and hospitality. i’m using their guest bedroom. and i’m feeling good about it. like wait their intention was to have someone stay down there in the guest room... like wait i fear they’re actually dedicated to the community of this family like they’re actually really supporting this shit here .... they’re actually really supporting us... here and now... and shit... and it’s cool.
and i’m just telling them about how i worked on c▒▒▒▒▒ ▒▒▒▒▒▒ and shit... this is why i literally need to go on adventures. because you come back and you get to see the people you left behind.... and then you get to tell them about what you did and it reaffirms the narrative of your life in the social context, which is WUEHRERERE IT SHOULD BE HAPPENING, ANT. talk this shit through with your friends bro. like sto[ pppp pp venting so hard to us please. it’s a littlee tooo diarsitic and almost diarrheic. you’re literally showwwwwing us your diarrhea all the time broo like stop being a weird freakazoid about everything breh... you kjnow it's just like
at a certain pooiiiintt thtterereree..e... freakaszoidness that you’re exhiibiitng for us here in real time... the freak show bbeing in town, etc....
man yells at cloud. man has been spotted yelling at cloud. this just in: man yells at cloud... manannnnananananna yells at cloud....
woman,,, also yells at cloud. women and nonbinary yell at cloud...together... men excluded. men are not included, actually, because it's y'all that's been forcing us to abide by linear time, isn’t it? ISN'T IT? it is..... it’s men, always been men, i swear to god, bro. men are the reason for all our problems FAUUCUCKKKK dude it’s all literally like men... when have women ever been the problem in history like in the world? when eve bit the fruit of life wisdom knowledge whatever it was? whatever fruit she bit is supposed to make us hate all women but i honestly don't hate her for that. like she was valid as shit for what she did.... and it shouldn't explain why we need to just like... FUCK!!!! fuckkckckkf fufuckukufkcukuckufkufkcfu man spotted whtienikknignigightingg for hypothetical opprssesssseseseseesseseddd women..j.. maanannn YELLSL AR T T T TAUKFKCINGN GLCLCUDOUDOUD!!! MAN YELLS AT FUCKING LCOUDD!!!!!!! AMAMAMNANN.... AFUCKING MAN..... YELSL AT A FUCKING LCOUD.D...
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