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day five

• in = 171.53, PO 100%, UOP = 2.5

stool = 43/2.565 = 16.8

replete if >25

• ^ Na 4 mEq?

• d/c caffeine at 34 weeks unless

some other thing going on?

• ? omegaban ?

• ? sending baby home on pectin ?

• a little awkward intro to the

nurse but it’s okay I just sang a

song to myself knowing that nobody

really thinks about anything for

too long

• white woman syndrome is back.

she’s on the phone right now making a

point to say 3 times that it’s “very

hard to hear” like girl u don’t

even need to be on the phone we got it

just some control issues I guess

- like she feels the need to really

understand EVERY little decision

including defortifying the feeds like do

we have to SPELL IT OUT FOR YOU

let us cook please (us = superorganism)

- dad now on the phone which is

a good time to acknowledge that

as infuriating as WWS is, white

man syndrome is so just like its

own fucking beast that it often goes

without saying but I feel obliged to

point it out here, and I can

comment further on it later. but

for now I’ll just say that ignorance

(“what is emesis?”) is a hallmark

- ignorance + still being the center

like everyone has to bend around

HIS ignorance.

- dad asking if baby can be moved to

a quieter floor oh you can’t be serious…

- - SEGREGATION!!?

• when in doubt, control local physics

(---- intently flipping his pen)

• fellow asked attending a question and

started with “more for my learning…”

the question wasn’t so interesting to me as

the way it was asked… something

about a stage of hemorrhage and

when to repeat head ultrasound

• when bored, can be fun + devastating to

zoom in on micro interactions like

with the attending we both zeroed in on

elevator button same time but I pulled

back and forced him to press it, then

just like awkward elevator ride from there

tmrw