ystrdy start over

day twenty

• coordinated eating gets

mastered around 33-34 weeks

• check alk phos in preemies to

eval osteopenia of prematurity

• antibiotics tend to concentrate in

the bladder

• ? cycling helps w TPN cholestasis?

- ursadiol + ADEK also help

• “I’m usually not worried about

anybody. this baby, I’m very

very worried.” new ------an

attending re: hydrocephalus baby

• classic nicu moment: team

jabbering about calculations

while I stare at tumor

baby and meditate on life

death suffering and the emergent

manmade horrors of attempting

to intervene in these processes

- he tried decannulating himself

over the weekend and now he’s

writhing around trying to spit out

the tumor. my hot take

remains that he’s trying to die

• I think I’m too tired to do

much philosophizing today

last day