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day two

• Air bronchogram + hazy + asymmetry = RDS

• With ROP we need to give time for abnormal vessels to grow before measuring

• ? avastin for ROP - what does it entail?

• ? vents: i-time? E-time? 1:1?

• When to treat PDA:

- Is it affecting circulation, urine output, fail to wean PEEP?

• so rigid, the structure, and I want

to say that I get it, cuz it’s life

and death and shit… but idk

the thought of worming my way

out of rounds is ridiculous like this is

the most important ritual

annoyingly… my feet will suffer

this month unless I drop out.

• b a b y

• no, mom, I’m not enjoying it, and

no, I havent gotten any more

furniture for my apartment. I still

don’t have a chair or table or anything .

• every sign I’ve gotten today has

told me to gtfo + drop out. except the

nurse ------ seeming to smile @ me

• she (------) smiled at me right

as I was feeling like I couldn’t

go on, as if to say “you can do it”

- BUT IDK IF I CAN

i can't DO IT, BRUH. IDK IF

I CAN MUSTER THE

GRIT OR IF I EVEN

WANT TO OR THINK IT’S

GOOD FOR ANYONE!!!!!!

• just bc you can doesn’t mean you should

and my “can” is waning!!!

like the signs are scaring me!!!

tmrw