before

i can do anything i want. i can do anything i want. i can do anything i want. i can do anything i want. i can do anything i want. i can do anything i want. i can do anything i want. i can do anything i want.

what i want to do is what i ought to do. what i want to do is what i ought to do. what i don’t want to do, i will no longer have to do. but society has claims on us all, it really does. society has claims on us all. it really has claims on us all, doesn’t it? it has claims on us all, and one of them is jury duty. i must participate in jury duty at a date and time which will come soon enough.

i’m sick of the cortisol, sick of the epinephrine, sick of the low-level sense of anxiety that i feel in my chest. i want to go somewhere else.

later