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an everlasting love Me talking about Poland and james joyceans like shit man we are at a james joyce conference right now what the hell sure I honestly had no idea how extensive it was gonna be but now that I’m here I’m like holy shit dude let me come back again and again keep injecting this shit into my blood like this is how it is these are the people bro like what are the other conferences and symposia that I can attend? some real society shit like I gotta be immersed in society and preferably I would be immersed in the World like I wanna be a citizen of the world for real like i’m in the world i'm a global citizen like let me into the worlrldlddd pleaseeeee I’m wanting to be in and of the world this evening a fine shyt appeared and he inserted himself into the convo with me ██████ and our new friend ███████, and he had such a gay vibe it was awesome. but then he said "my partner is back at the Airbnb and SHE..... and SHE....." and then I tuned out absolutely everything else he was saying because frankly I don’t give a flying motherfucking fuck at all like why would you use your gay voice and convince me you’re gay, and then you’re talking about your GIRLFRIEND at the Airbnb? Like holy fucking shit dude I can’t deal with you. We walked inside together and he kept talking to me and I was like entertaining it but clearly .... like I’m thrown off but I’m still riffing with him and whatever the fuck and then we get insdie and I just like... then we naturally part ways never to see this man again and like who knows this is a longitudinal kind of conference we still got three days left of this thing so who knows maybe I’ll you know... maybe I’ll fucking UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Ugh I hate a fake gay bitch so much dude. I was gonna say like maybe we’llll... but no, I’m not even going to go there. I keeep beating myself up with hope that these guys who are straight for all intents and purposes are going to somehow turn gay and not only that but be into me and shit. Like ████ █████ ██████ ████ ██ ████’█ █████████ ██ ██ ████ ████ ██ ███████████ █████ █████ ███ ███ █████████ ████ █’██ ███ ██. If you give me any indication that you're straight or anything of the sort, it’s over, I’m not interested, I can’t do it to myself, but if you realize you’re really gay and you really want me, I’llll consider it But yeah certainly I’m very guarded because why the fuck are men like this? And now watch like..... he pulls up behind you and has a chair for you to sit in and he's holding it like a gentleman and you’re like heeheeeee okayyyy hehe I’llll sit thanks for pulling the chair out you’re so kind and chivalrous Like I'll switch up on a motherfucker like imagine he says yeah by the way I was joking about my girlfriend yesterday and and andadandnandandndnad i really gotta start writing some joycean shit bro like he’s doing things his own way and I gotta do things my own way too I had eyes closed thinking they gotta be open there’s’ big baps tat you can’t see between these sentnec like mhh uuu gotta gojjj lets go manage. ██████ in my head says to bartender in my head and he seems totake sndddddddddddddjdd hit... “move your fingers to the cup around, because....” overheard in my own head........... oh yuppppeeee here’s ppppppppennnnnn station e nfhyy from there heheeee wuwwuuu she better remember going forward Jjkkvfddkjdddddddddddddddddddddddkwhihch is no g adig on ihmim oranhonew elal have irieirhg to do and sa ayanhting we wna tpeiro dne do story ilei taths all fhse fuckin worteand by she of oucr sagian I mean me and with that I’m closing ghitis down ehaing o the pisser andsa ying goodnight and elt’sg etready for another amainzg dya shall we??? AYSSSSS piss time I lve you goodnight2@@@