• H---: 3 year EFS... they're
not telling mom or pt
- off ketamine, started PO
ativan prn for n/v
• D----: -26 lbs/5 months, weight
downtrending; brady to < 37
- BMI: 16.7
• T----: advancing feeds,
optimizing nausea (zofran
+ EKG), d/c prep including
GI follow up, NGT education,
home nursing support,
therapy placement
• E----: did really well in
art yesterday, wants to be
included in all procedures
to reduce anxiety
• feeling rather dissociative today.
I feel all those micro slights and
finally understand why C----
just stared at the list while presenting
on her last day: these attendings
are bitchy and terrifying
- like they’re on their damn
phones while I--- is
presenting how fucking
disrespectful can you get.
so in turn it becomes hard
to respect either of them.
• it’s like a power struggle
where Dr. R--- is constantly
searching for competence
or something. nice to see
I--- subtly denying it. but
this whole subtlety talk is
going to make me psycho lol
• delirium in babies, avoid benzos.
• this woman is truly just like
speaking for a real long time
• this mom pouring her heart
out telling us the life story
of her daughter E---------
and it’s so clearly, so
absolutely not registering
for Dr. L---- or W---
like they are GHOULS,
phantoms in that room