I don’t know what kind of relentlessness the world is asking me for today, but I know that it’s usually the case that we’re supposed to be relentless, or so the grindcore people on instagram say, and the people who say you should never take your foot off the gas pedal and shit.
Right now i’m feeling like i’m in the mood to minimize everything in my life. I have the urge to go out to my car and take all the shit out of it and burn it if i’m not going to use it in the next... immediate future. who gives a fuck, you know? let’s really just get rid of everything. We don’t need anything.
Man idk. I have no idea honestly. There’s a big part of me that’s just like…….. We need to throw everything away, live out the rest of our days in the woods somewhere, mostly keeping to myself. Then there’s another part of me that’s like why don’t you just do whatever????? Likeeeeee fuuuuckkkk man,
Alas. we still go and we still are alive and it’s all just silliness and we don’t need to think too hard about anything in particular.
tomorrow