This white man gunner med student is making me nervous.

H▒▒▒▒▒▒ is to my left, working diligently on her pre-rounding, and N▒▒▒▒ is to my right, being a memelord.

Now i’m gonna read that al jazeera article about nightmare bugs.

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I’m stuck between a pebble and a medium place. Not quite a rock and not quite hard. It’s pebble and medium.

The med school function is tonight, and i have to get there at 7, which means we have to leave at 6:15. If I were to go back to my apartment right now, i would get there at 3:45, and then i would have to come back and leave again by 5:45, which would make no sense. Also, the ethics lady——

Shit. If i'd asked the residents if i could go home, they would’ve said "yes, of course you can go home, ant, you’ve done a great job today." But i hesitated, and now an ethics lecturer has come in at the eleventh hour and said "hey, i’m coming back at 3:30 to give you guys a lecture." that would mean i wouldn’t be able to leave until 4, and at that point it’s like okay, so i get to my apartment at 4:30 at the very earliest, and then what, have to head out right away?

It’s looking like we’re going to leave our backpack in this room overnight so we don’t have to worry about holding a damn backpack.

I keep getting distracted. S▒▒▒▒▒ asked me what i was typing with the font so small, and i told her it’s just my stream of consciousness.

They asked me to start playing music, so now i'm playing music.

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Wait, we’re really functioning as a nice little superorganism here.

yeah! S▒▒▒▒▒ dropped her airpods on the floor and a couple papers as well. We’re still here in the on-call room. I’m here with uhhh, T▒▒ (i wanted to call him paul for some reason), and then O▒▒▒, and S▒▒▒▒▒ just stepped out for who knows what reason. Talking to a parent or something, presumably. We’ll see what that ends up being, maybe, or maybe we won’t see it.

Either way, i’m sorta just here. We don’t know what the rest of the day will have in store. We’ll see. It remains to be seen. We’ll have to see.

I can’t forget to bring my wallet to the function. I’ll be sure to do that once i’m getting my backpack in order, laptop in the backpack and backpack set up and shit and just like.... Yeah. like that. And stuff. What.... Uhhhh... yeah.

Sorry, you know that feeling of being on aux where you’re on aux and you’re sitting there and stuff and things of that sort? Yeah, that’s how i’m feeling now, where you’re i——

Are you reeling in the years? Stowing away the time?

T▒▒ said how are you ever going to leave this place with all the friends you made here? And it’s a good question, and a really nice sentiment as well. i really have found a way to bring my personality to the workplace, finally.