another morning

iiiiii am here. it is a saturday. it is a saturday for all of us. unless there are people out there on earth who don't do the whole.... yeah. you think i'm gonna say linear time, but i'm actually not. i'm going to give it a rest with the linear time stuff. more of the same but right now i feel us in a new season and i feel it finding itself. i feel it taking on its own, new, pure identity. today i had a bowl of oatmeal which tasted uncanny, and it's a feature, i think, of the ultra-filtered milk i used for it.... now we're living in a world where everything has more protein than it used to. we're all trying to get big and huge and massive. i'm just eating food with protein all the time. all foods have all kinds of protein at this point.... we're alll going to get swole i think is the idea. won't that be fun? won't it be fun when we live in a nation of people on glp-1 inhibitors,,, when we all have thesee skinny ass bodies and then we are all eating so much protein that we end up getting jacked ? doesn't that sound like a fun society to you? it sounds really freaking fun.... if we all just get big!!! and huge.... big and huge little and small drink some water. sometimes i take too big of a drink and some of it goes down my windpipe. my stomach is feeling strange at the moment. have i tried to fill it up too much? i may have tried to fill it past its capacity. i think this is why it's important to fast in the morning: to avoid feelings like this.... to realize that what you had in the tank was enough, and that you need to give it time to settle or else it's all going to just... the new food is going to feel more entitled to the space in the stomach and intestines, and it's going to force out some of the stuff that was making its way through the tube system... it's going to push it out before it's ready....