and this is the thing i'm realizing. the words don't so much matter. thoughts, words, they don't so much matter. they make no material difference, and THAT is the thing. sure, i still belive pen is mighty like the sword or whatever the fuck, and the pen can accomplish things, but what the pen accomplishes is not through some particular combination of words, and it is not the words themselves that matter. it is the emergent properties of language, that sense of consciousness that can emerge from complex systems, that mean the most to any reader. the emergent features, okay? the spaces between the words. the words themselves..... don't so much matter! the words themeslves do not much matter, and that is why 4483 74 2378 42 90392 3428384 13841 34789 2384 245245345. no matter it's time to eat breakfast. later