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peyote

I’m reading. I’m spending my time reading. And I’m grasping. I’m grasping at the future, at the world of tomorrow. I’m wondering and I’m grasping and I’m futuring .... I’m furttuurign right now. Tomorrow we will need to take our leave of this place, and where will I go, where will I go? It’s not something for me to know today. It’s totally unripe for me to know that. It’s not a ripe thing. The decicision is not ripe for the making. It’sjust not, it’ sjust simply not! And so, I am reminded of the truth that I have come to realize recently, that one fofofff nobody wanting me, no texts on my phone.... except there are some texts, aren’t there? I want to be agood rfriend and be in contact with the people in my life, but I find it difficult, because texting. Because texting is not aligned with the mission at all. If anything I would prefer greatly to kkilll the screens, and... 45374578292459245 92459251890 29358250649034 5291857751656245624 560186130948768 91233456 2398457236 0`1 495282475198427592847510292938574 5829825723 4918275 283823752 593812735 09929292828575757102893 259192929285 82735 1082939 5817237529837592885775719293875020290109 1010 010 10 110101010 20929838375 1982375 2098299292817051792872 3059817 282727171717179287395 17028 35 71289387572897391875091723 587 283758729837598273510982 38388338833 83577592 192727272 285 82 7583 77 5837 287182739857 2985729837 50192982375 182982735 1098292929 298571 02375 92837 582728278279270198729759107187253 928 52901872987 28375 18237 5987 9827 35982739857 19028 298357 2837 59102375 123495875 928283835 2375817329510 23589 58237591293857 1029385751723957812375754 6 6 6 45 4686 542086 3823471 501 16 6 239486786397469392 28374682736471013948673 46 867487 93871 3486731001034986768763841636412523309283471 56 48673490278369834761013498671 68346720384673984762346711010928476567234767 69083746 201 3983746 839867 103982 616049386 3928776867692734098676987 6987 66. numbers Unubmbmber as sa re enot the enemy. Numbers are not the enemy language is tnot the enemy. Numbers themselves, language itself, not the enemy. The enemy might be how we ascribe so much meaning to each. There are certain n meanings we can sscrib eo tnumbers and letters which are harmful to us. They do us harm. Isn’t that what an emeenemy does, and isn’t that why we aboid them? Why we avoid eenemiess: they do us harm. I waould like... My eyes just snapped open at the sound f fsomething coming from ▒▒▒▒’s phone. Something something. I’mmmmm not suure what tit is. Some man’s voice coming form her phone. There is pizza in the oven. gluten free dairy freee . Meat free. What is in it, then? What is in it? What is in it? The visual of ▒▒▒▒ poking the meatless dariyless glutenless pizza in the oven with a spatulaaaa... will be a n image in my mind of the climate apocalypse........ learning that we’re at the beginning.