earlier

Oh god, oh fuck, anxiety just happened to me. Oh man, what the hell is this shit. I just dug too deep into find my friends bullshit and then i saw like.... Oh man, i just spun something up that didn’t need to even get spun. oh shit lol fuck whatever it doesn’t matter it doesn’t matter. Ultimately it doesn’t matter like this shit is already over anyway.

Just like randomly freaking out about stupid shit that’s already over.

well, who knows, and more importantly, who cares. The thing is over. It’s fucking over. You’re safe in the park. You got bit by something on the back of your left neck a few seconds ago, and it’s a weird itch that you’re not familiar with. It’s like a sting mixed with an itch, and you suspect possibly the wasp who was on your case earlier. It flew into your eyelid, so maybe it stung you, possibly, but wouldn’t you have felt it initially, but i guess you did, and when you wiped away whatever was stinging you, you felt something small and squishy....... Ughhhhh, ewwwwww, it really could’ve been anything that bit me there.

Whatever. Moving on, i guess. That’s all. Sorry for the—no, no apologies, i know. I’m not in a position where i need to apologize, so i’ll just leave it. Okay, that’s all good. We’re fine. No worries. Being happy and all that. Okay. bye.